Thursday, April 29, 2010


Thought I should put some more cute pics up of the Temple:)

Tyler and I went to do Baptisms at the Salt Lake Temple a few days ago. I love that temple so much. It felt so amazing to be able to go back again for the first time:) The last time I went to do Baptisms was with Natalie Belka my Sophmore or Jr Year.... I can't remember. I felt so lucky to be able to do that again and share it with Tyler:)

When we were walking back to our car this Anti- LDS man Tried to talk to us. He was filled with so much anger. (I just thought to myself why would somebody listen to a person about religion when they are so angry they could kill someone?) It's also kinda wierd because we don't sit outside of other peoples churchs and tell them they are wrong. We respect their opinion. We don't care to bash on them. What is wrong with this world?

Monday, April 19, 2010


The Flowers are Temple Square are so pretty! Just this week they all popped out! We had a blast! We always love going to the temple! Taylee loved playing with all the flowers and going by all the pretty water. She kept saying "water" in sign. It was adorable. SHE IS GETTING SO BIG!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Liberty Park with Cousins

Pretty Picture:)

Taylees so cute:)

Okay there is seriously bird poop rigiht by my mouth and nose and on my jacket! EWW

Kids with Jen jen

My sandwhich. hahahahahahah

Tyler and Tay!!

We went to Liberty Park on such a great Saturday. It felt so amazing! Taylee loves being with Kyler and Kalli! Especially Jen Jen and Of course Ty Ty!

The kids chased the birds all over the hills, and fed them! It was great until a bird decided to poop on my face!

They Played on the playground. We saw a Polygamist family. The guy had 3 wives with him. Aging from sixty years old to twenty years old. Sorry but that is wierd. How can anybody let there husband be with another wife??? HECK NO!!!!

Anyways we had a blast at the park. Taylee loved chasing the birds all over the place and loved the slides!!!

***Taylee 17 Months***

***Taylee loves***
* Eating Ice
*Washing her own hair in the tub
*Climbing on tables
*Playing with kids
*Leg Warmers
*Toy Fridges
*Closing Doors
*Jumping on the Tramp
*Monkeys.... she says "ew ew ah ah "
TAYLEE'S WORDS (17 Months)
*More (Sign)
*Please (Sign)
*Water (Sign)
*Hot (Sign)
*Baba (bottle)
*Mama (Mommy)
*Jen Jen
*Sissy (Kalli)
*Ma (Grandma)
I say... Where's your eyes?
She Closes her eyes!:D
Loves to touch her belly button!

Fire with Christiansen's

James, Jenn, Amanda and Braxten (Hulking out)


Taylee and Braxten's hugs! xoxoxo


We had lots of fun with Ty's family around the camp fire! Taylee and Braxton are exactly 9 days apart. They have lots of fun together. They love to hug eachother :)
Jenn and James will be having a baby boy in about 6 weeks! I started dating Tyler a few weeks before she got pregnant. It's been fun to watch her tummy grow the whole time. I can't wait to see their new baby. Sarah was just in a play "Sussical The Musical" she did a great job. I loved watching it.

Taylee loved the camp fire. She swang on the swing and watched the fire. Taylee and Brax had a fun time running all over the yard. They will be such good friends.

Taylee and Kyrstin at the zoo

Taylee was chasing it!
love her!

Taylee loves the Merry-Go-Round

Britt, Kyrstin and her new baby Evelyn
Taylee and Mama

Cute Leg Warmers

Holding Hands

Looking at Monkeys


Taylee and Kyrstin went to the zoo. They were loving it. They walked around the whole entire zoo.... until they were ready to go home.... then we carried them UP THE HILL!!!! ah! haha.
It's so much fun to get Taylee together with kids her own age! They had a blast! They kept holding hands. Kyrstin fell over like every minute. (her mommy says shes top heavy) it was hilarious. Shes adorable.


Caden, Kyler, and Kalli...... MMM!

Grandkids + Grandpa and Aunt Louraine!

*Taylee cute little tongue

*Ty & Tay*



<3>Chad and Lila's Birthdays are a few days apart, Lila choose the desseret. It's something we learned to make from Norway. The kids always have so much fun playing together. I of course have so fun fun holding babies... SAVANNA! Shes getting so big! She weights 5 lbs less then Taylee. Shes a CHUNKA MONKA!


Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Him and I

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control

You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream

I am seriously so grateful for Tyler. He is my everything. Still gives me Butterflies inside! Its been 9 Months Since the first day I met him. and 8 months I've had an incrdible guy to call my love:)
Love every moment we have together. I love him for taking Taylee in as his own. I love when he tickles me and I tell him to stop and He doesn't listen. I love all his hugs and kisses. I love Everything. So GRATEFUL!

Friday, April 9, 2010

Shes All Mine

I'm the one who threw up everyday for 9 months strait,
I'm the one that gave up my whole entire life for her,
I'm the one that quit all my social life for her,
I'm the one that cried to my belly every night,
I'm the one that finished High School with a baby,
I'm the one that gave up dance,
I'm the one that loved her first,
I'm the one that changed all the diapers,
I'm the one that woke up every night with a crying baby,
I'm the one that went to ER alone with her,
I'm the one that worked and spent every last penny on her,
I'm the one that had to watch you abuse my dad with my baby in your arms,
I'm the one who had to watch every movement I did because I wanted my daughter safe,
I'm the one who gave up EVERYTHING FOR HER.
I don't understand how somebody who can give up everything and never see their kids can be called a dad?
It doesn't make sence to me.
It bugs me.

I am stuck in a wierd trans this week. I love Taylee with all my heart. It's just been hard realizing that I became a mom when I was only 17. It's literally crazy. When your so young you think everything will be perfect and you don't realize you had to do it all by yourself.

I see pictures of myself in High School and I never thought of dreamed of becoming a mom a few months later. It's crazy...............................

Actually I dont do it by myself anymore. I have an amazing amazing man in my life. He loves Taylee more then anything. I am so grateful Tyler and I have to go to parent Taylee by ourself for the last 9 months. It's been great. He is amazing with her.

Sometimes I just don't know how I do it. When everybody was in dance at school I was home barfing my guts out.

Yesterday I had the hardest day of my life. I had a job interview and It literally took me 5 hours to get ready? all dang morning!!!!!!! Because once I sit down to do something Taylee needs me. or my mom wants me to do something, it was a never ending day. I'm glad today is a new day...

.... thats all.